This was captivating in a "morbid curiosity" sort of way. It was chilling. The way the cult stuff was built on modern feminism was interesting (and terrifying and enraging!). I enjoyed the structure with the podcast transcripts intercut with the story. Shay is not a person I'd want to meet in real life, but she was intriguing as a main character - despite her need to make constant bad decisions. I couldn't look away!